I was sitting in a McDonald’s on the 9th of April when I got to know that the game went live. This was the moment I’d looked forward to, ever since I started making the game. And it happened. And ... nothing.

I don’t know how to feel about it. Apart from the getting it done, what did it really achieve? Did it really achieve anything? I remember sending the link to 8 people and I got no meaningful responses. The ones I did get ran along the lines of ‘congratulations’ or ‘I played it!’ and that’s about it.

What now? Is that it? Ironically enough, this ‘end’ is so underwhelming; much like the game. I don’t know what I quite expect. Do I desire praise? Or approval? Or criticism? Or anything real? What do people feel about it irrespective of their relationship to me?

You’re searching for the truth and all you get are statements that mildly touch the surface.

Either my expectations are unnatural or the game’s a failure. Either way, it’s a very dull end to this and I can’t help but wonder where I went wrong.